haiss sianx .. limin ah limin winnie ah winnie dun be sad le plsss.. suan i beg u both kae .. i noe whenever i ask u both to stay happi but mie myself are not happi neither.. haiss .. how come lk tt ? i dun noe wat can i say for limin .. relationship problem ... winnie also mie also fark sai this world is so sux.. all are LOVEEEEE why muz there be love in the world .. argh..... it but us so miserable .. haiss cs.. i understand tt loving someone is realli hard moe too.. it can make u feel so restless sometimes.. but however the way u love is realli wrong.. i realli dun noe wat to say kae.. using voilent cant make things perfect however it make thnigs worst alright ! it is thier freedom to love her same as yoo u are free to love her it is yr feelin we cant force yoo not to love her de mah.. if yoo continue to be lk tt limin wont feel happi niether de she feel even worst even guilty and even would hate yoo more.. i noe yoo would say tt nvm ashe since sec one jiu hate yoo le mah if u wanna think tt way i also got no comments le haiss.. limin dun be sad animore le .. things will be fine oneday de kae u have mie and winnie by yr side supporting yoo always mah hees hees : Pp .. winnie ah winnie ni ye shi nah .. always ask mie to stay happi but yoo yrself are not happi neither rite ? i can feel it de kae ... dun think too much le nia .. : )) ni men hor bu yao zha nan guo le neh wo hui hen xin tong de hmph >.< eeee i sound so erxin and buay bai .. pui pui pui ! lolsss lame -.-"
haHAs ya today went for sushi wif winnie ,limin ,devil ,herman ,albin and mie hahas.. darm malu and funni sia.. kao i swear i wont go eat sushi wif herman and albin le can make yoo feel so malu de leh.. compare the food we eat and others seng can make yoo laugh sia then they veri funni.. make yoo laugh tt whole day.. playing catching seng -.-" veri lame and childish rite .. hahas then eating tt tiem tt albin siao de say wat.. later go da bian go lau sai .. erxin lar argh.... eat till so full still wan us eat in the end go vomit lolsss full till cant walk sia hahas.. all rush to toilet after tt.. lolsss funni man xiang dao jiu hao siao ! lolssss make it short lar dun expect mie to rite all out rite lolss.. juz got two words to decribe it .. darm funni !!! lolssss
haiss after a wonderful day neh feel qutie happi.. but do yoo noe i still cant get yoo out of moi mind .. missing and thinking of yoo everyday ..xiang dao ni jiu hen tong ku ni zhi dao mah .. haiss ! why how come ? i juz dun understand it.. u promise mie de u promise de u would love mie 4ever . no other gurls , u wont give up de .. this is wat u told mie onli wanna be wif mie ! do u still remember ? even if u did not but i still remember it kae .. cant forgot everysingle words u said to mie ! i tried so hard to forget yoo not to lvoe yoo so much not to miss yoo so much but i failed kae .. i failed ! winnie once told mie tt last time u use yr full heart to touch mie and shoulden it be moi turn to touch u le .. but i realli dun noe wat to do .. wat i can do is juz to wait wait and wait.. but i noe it is realli no use waiting de.. i cant expect the chance to fall on mie itself issit it .. i should go and fight and find it ! haiss juz don get it lar FARK OFF ! i hate this .. i have nv been to miserable loving someone b4 ... but i dun care and i dun mind it is fine wif mie if i can love yoo.. even if u dun love mie or lk mie now i juz dun care u cant stop mie from loving yoo kae !!!!!! this is moi life this is moi freedom .. argh.... winnie and limin zhen de hen xie xie ni men .. and also zihui and cheryl .. u guys give mie the courage to love him so madly .. cheryl wo bu hui fang qi de ni ye bu yao fang qi worx : )) jia you kae : )) i will be strong de ze cai shi wo mah : )) a gurl who is strong and tts mie alright .. u cant beat mie down de .. i will keep moi promise .. i will. i wont forget every single thnigs u told mie ...
hahas juz a short pomes kekex : Pp
Eternity
I lie in bed at night and pray,
that you will think of mie.
I cry until moi eyelids close,
and dream-eternity .
I wake to sunlight on moi face,
for a moment i forget.
Then a cloud passes by,
and i realize,this is it.
I carry on throughout the day,
feigning joy,and feelin pain.
I long to gaze upon yr face,
and share a smile,an ambrace.
The day is drawing to an end ,
and still i think of yoo.
I try to relax ,yet in moi mind,
i wonder wat to do.
So now i lay me down to sleep,
I pray the lord,moi soul will keep
And should yoo chance to think of mie,
know tt i love yoo-eternally.
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